Looks like I will be graduating with honors after all. I'm glad I will be sitting in the front rows...
Five minutes ago, I finished watching Claymore season I. I wonder when the next season will be... My friend was never wrong when he told me that I'd love it. The show reminds me of Hitman actually. Some people despise shows like that. But in ways I cannot explain, I realize that I adore watching shows with mercenary killers. I love Claymore! I love Claymore! Haha. Even though they're half-human, half-yoma, the human in them prevails a couple of seconds before their death.
Anyway, I posed a question to myself awhile ago:
What did I learn?
TADA!I did not learn anything worth-pondering. I frequently do not reflect whenever I watch virtual shows! Seriously, I did not learn anything! I just wasted my time and had fun wasting it! Hahaha. I'll do that again next week; I will watch Ergo Proxy! weeee
Ahem. I insist. I must not leave this blog without learning anything...huhu.. But I did not learn anything. What will I do? Let's see... Hmmm... I guess I learned that... Yeah! Right! I learned that getting siphoned in the virtual world is both terrifying and gratifying at the same time. When I was watching Claymore, I did not speak to anyone. My mom was talking to me last night. And I realized that I disgracefully dismissed her just because I didn't want her to pull me back to the real world. She was congratulating me last night. I remembered that I simply replied with a nod; then I swam back to the virtual world. I was being sucked; and I let the internet waves propel me. "I'm sorry Mom I did not value your presence..." I was swimming in this damn waves the whole time; it was so difficult to evade.... Waaaaaaaah.
I need to regulate my activities. Next up: I will watch Lion King 3. Then I'll clean my room and read a book. oh... I never had this luxury of time before. I do not want this to end.. I wish I can just escape, escape and escape... I'm getting addicted now you see. But worry not. I know when to stop. I know myself. If I'll escape too much I will never be able to return... Much like an Awakened Being who cannot morph back into human again.Haha. Looks like I learned something after all. So much for these ramblings. I'll swim back to the real world now!
P.S. Mommy asked me last night, "So, what are your plans? Are you going to med school?" :-(
Sucked
A rose for my books
I hoarded a number of books last month and the month before. Because I'm frequently engaged with academic chores, I have not leafed a page.
At last, my college life is drawing to an end; In fact, I will be graduating this April. :D
I am supposed to graduate with honors actually. But because I dallied last sem and all my grades plunged, I have to bear with the fact that come this April, I will be seated in the far rows just because my surname begins with letter "R." Raine. Why do they always arrange objects (and even human beings) alphabetically? I wish my dad's surname is Aine. Then people will call me Vivienne Aine. That way, even if I will not graduate with honors, I will still be seated in front. Now I'm beginning to regret my irresponsibility and laziness last semester. I wish I passed my requirements on time. I wish I browsed my notes before taking an exam. I wish I woke up early so I would never be late. I never aimed to graduate with several medallions dangling in my neck---just now---only now after I have realized that graduating with honors will make my relatives happy and proud.
Anyway, I'm quite depressed. I'm hitting my keyboard to alleviate my pain. I also decided to get a blog so I can wander around and get some stuff to read in times like this when I am so bored with my life!
Tulle Walls
Damp again
with trickles
dirt heaping at the base
screen of dust
breath---theirs
you sieve
walls, lightly swaying
waving
in the room
